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Blac Garner presents...

...back up

ay listen

i had a dream i was fucking you while holding you down

and you would scream with the passion of a 1000 rounds

shot from the sun

automatically spraying innocent ones

who've yet to enter into positions

upon this battlefield

fuck it

i don't expect you to understand

this man with a plan

that's too big to hide inside his hands

it's leaking

tears from the roots

while the leaves whistle with the wind's secrets

my what strange fruit

dangle from these southern trees

while birds in v's

catch northern breezes and fly by

i

turn the noose around and straighten my tie

i'm late for work

you start to shake and go berserk

now punish that ass

whip to change

i am man in this chain of command

who you fucking with bitch

66 6's crowd around and tell me I should

bust on that ass

but you strut as you pass

quite heavenly

i guess these metaphors are quite rhetorical

especially since my oracle just turned seventy

missing the peak was the hardest

so she turned around and started

giving head like an artist

paint me paint me paint me

i laughed as i painted she

then made her psychic

took a bite of the "right thing to do"

and didn't like it

the apple of my eve

just woke up

and now i'm back up

putting needles on the vinyl

and injecting lyrics to my mind so

even wearing this blindfold

i'll smile

and the sun will make my eyes glow

cause all this shit is a

simply simply

a motherfucking

cycle

...

and i'm a motherfucking psycho

bitch.

Blac Garner -- In Liquor Heights

Cause all we wanna do is...

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sexGod

whenever I'm around white people I feel like a God. Not just any god, but a sex God. But I have to be around a lot of white people to feel as such. I have to be in their neighborhoods, in their areas. I feel like a sex God come from distant places, places they have never been, to bless them with my presence. To make them feel.

Because whenever white people look at me. I can see them feeling.

whether it be fear or lust. i can feel their feeling emitting from them like the force after a collision. i can hear it like sonic booms after an airplane spreads reality and enters that speed which sound travels.

i can see myself in their eyes.

whenever i'm around white people I feel like a God. Not just any god, but a sex God.

theTruthIs

everyone is just an idea in your head.

Last Night's Text Messages

Have You Gone Trippy?

Everybody does drugs.

There is no such thing as a bad word.

I don't lie to children.

I have to lie to adults. Self-defense. But a child poses no threat. There's no way I can rationalize lying to them.

A man once told me that it takes thousands of years for the images of the stars to get to our sky. What we are seeing is the delayed images of the stars. Because they're so far away, the light takes years to travel to the receptors that we call eyes.

Now think.

The whole world is like that.

What you see is really just light bouncing off of an object. The light takes time to bounce off that object and travel to your own receptors. Sure that time may be infinitesimal, but it still takes time.

At the same time, there are millions of reactions occurring around us ALL the time. No one thing is the same as it was. Ever. Look at yourself in the mirror.. Then look again. You are looking at two different people.

You understand what this means?

We are always looking in the past. Everything we see has already happened. We're just receiving it as we see it.

There is no present. There is only past and future.

Act accordingly.

Love

Hey. You.

I'm a Genius.

Read Closely.

Love,

Blac Garner

.........................................

Dear reader,

Listen to him.

Sincerely Mine,

Gideon Wildflower

Fair Weather: The Reminder

Nalah E. Guevera January 12 at 6:41pm Report

So. Due to a couple of your actions (none dealing with me so please don't go there) my team has decided they not really tryin to work with you and they've left me as the messenger. Need details then ask me but knowin you, you don't. Be easy

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Smash Williams January 13 at 12:39am

Lol, what actions?

Nalah E. Guevera January 13 at 12:43am Report

A couple of the women don't like your demeanor. Or your arrogance for that matter. And rad doesn't like the situation w/you and dev and to tell you the truth, neither do I. A lot poses concern for me, personally to but I will never be the one to have to work w/you so I'm over that

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Nalah E. Guevera January 13 at 12:43am Report

*too

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Smash Williams January 13 at 12:47am

What does my demeanor or the situation with devin have to do with the music??

Does anybody care about beautiful music anymore?
Or is it just me?

Smh.

I'm too through. I'll build on my own. Ya'll can watch.

Nalah E. Guevera January 13 at 12:50am Report

Ok. You know...... There's so much I have to say to you but I'm def just droppin it. I've tried to help you. I've been tryin to help you. STOP TRYNA KILL THE FKN MESSENGER. Too done with this shit

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Smash Williams January 13 at 1:03am

Fuck anyone judging me. They don't know SHIT.
Tell them I said that.
AND FUCK DEVIN.
Goddamnit.

Like I SAID. I'll build on my own.

You heard the mixtape. I'm just getting started. Ya'll can watch.

Nalah E. Guevera January 13 at 1:05am Report

Lumumba. For the second time. Stop comin at ME. I've done nothin but try to help you and all I been gettin is shit from you and your silly woman. Stop that shit. Or take it else where. I DO NOT have time

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Smash Williams January 13 at 1:08am

Don't insult my woman again to me. Ever. Or you can stop talking to me period. You know nothing about the shit we've been through together. Don't pretend to. K? Thanks.

And what's between ya'll is between ya'll. Nothing to do with me.

Nalah E. Guevera January 13 at 1:11am Report

Oh. I didn't insult her. Understand that first and foremost. And truthfully. I don't give a shit. I ONLY check up on you. I ONLY try to help you with your music. I DON'T talk to you cause you're full of bologna. And truth, you don't wan me to insult her but you allow her to insult me. That's stupid. And you must forgot who elle is. But uh.....yeah. This is too personal. I just came to drop the info. Give a fuck what you do with it. I just feel like you don't appreciate shit and I'm tired of receiving the bs you give me. Dead that. Its 2011. Bye. Be easy

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Nalah E. Guevera January 13 at 1:12am Report

Oh. I didn't insult her. Understand that first and foremost. And truthfully. I don't give a shit. I ONLY check up on you. I ONLY try to help you with your music. I DON'T talk to you cause you're full of bologna. And truth, you don't wan me to insult her but you allow her to insult me. That's stupid. And you must forgot who elle is. But uh.....yeah. This is too personal. I just came to drop the info. Give a fuck what you do with it. I just feel like you don't appreciate shit and I'm tired of receiving the bs you give me. Dead that. Its 2011. Bye. Be easy

A Conversation

A Conversation

By: Gideon Wildflower

A: There you go again.. Making the same old dumb ass mistakes..

B: Not the time old man, not the time nor the place..

A: chuckles You young niggers kill me, always looking for perfection. Let me tell you something, you stupid motherfucker, you gon’ fuck around and fuck up “alright” looking for “ideal”.

B: What? What the fuck are you talking about?

A: You wanna know why I married my wife? You wanna know why I’m still married?

B: No.

A: I married my wife because I settled down. And you know what settling down is? It’s settling nigger. It’s fucking settling. I’m still married because I’m a settled nigger.

B: No. What you are is a sad excuse for a nigger. That’s what you are.

A: Then do better.

B: I will.

A: Don’t look like it.

B: Fuck you.

A: laughs

B: I just… I just don’t understand why the bitch can’t see what’s right in front of both of our faces.

A: She can.

B: So why can’t we talk about it?

A: You think my wife is perfect?

B: I know your wife ain’t perfect.

A: You damn right, little nigger. So you want to know what I do when she shows how unbalanced she is?

B: looks away … Balance.

A: That’s right. You wanna know what I do?

B: What?

A: I run. I run and hide. And I make sure I stay hidden.

B: Where do you hide?

A: Only one place to hide.

B: In your…

A: That’s right. In your head. And don’t get me wrong! I love my wife. Bitch’ll sure make a nigger feel good. But that’s where I stay. In my head.

B: But how can I be close to her? How can we have a partnership if I can’t say what’s on my mind? You don’t hide from the people you’re close to..

A: Those are the people you hide from the most! You hide from everyone. Either they’re incapable of understanding or they just plain don’t want to. -thoughtful look- Damn… that bout sounds like the same thing don’t it?

B: Shit bout makes me want to cry.

A: laughs I’ll admit, sometimes running gets hard. Some people have the tendency towards inclination. Like you and me. We cut from the same cloth boy. We both look up. All the time. But you can’t deal with what’s up there. What’s up there is all in your head. You down here in the funk, in the stink and decay of everyone else’s fear, and you have to run.

B: I wasn’t made for all this running.

A: And nobody knows it better than me. See, we’re one and the same. But I’ll tell you what you were made for.. you were made to survive. And you know how you gon’ survive?

B: ….

A: C’mon. Say it.

B: -mutters- Running.

A: Damn straight!

B: Why the fuck should I listen to you, huh? Why should I follow your advice? Look at where you at!

A: Naw boy. Look at where you’re going.

Silence

A: See that. You gon’ let your ideals kill you.

B: I just want to keep my integrity.

A: -scoffs- Nigger, don’t you know that’s the first thing they take? Do you even know what integrity is?

B: Standing behind what you say.

A: Damn straight. Now how can a nigger stand behind what he says when all he knows are lies.

B: I’m trying to learn the truth.

A: You can try all you want to! You can try until your knuckles bleed from the effort! You can try until your eyes roll back into your skull and it won’t mean a damn thing! Because you’ll be one. Dead. Nigger.

B: What?

A: See that, that’s the trick. They killed integrity by killing everyone who has it. They see it like a disease that needs to be eradicated. It’s because niggers with integrity can’t be controlled. Niggers with the truth own themselves. They’ve even made it so that other niggers don’t like a nigger who owns himself. Cause all a nigger who owns himself does when he walks into a room is remind every other nigger in there that they’re enslaved. And if it’s one thing slaves can’t do.. it’s think about their enslavement. Because man is meant to be free. To own himself!

B: How can you know that? How can you possibly know that and still be who you are?

A: Because I want to live.

B: This shit ain’t living.

A: And it damn sure ain’t death… But you wanna know something?

B: What’s that?

A: I ask myself the same question all the time. Sometimes I can’t bear the sight of my face in the mirror. And you know what I do when it gets like that?

B: What?

A: I think about you.

B: Pssh.

A: Shut the fuck up. I think about you and how you can even exist in a world like this. Cause see here right now little nigger, this world ain’t meant for you.. and you are this world’s only hope.

B: You talk all that good shit. And then tell me to run.

A: Because I want you to live. I want you to choose your battles wisely. Because there’s a whole lot out there to be fought and not too many motherfuckers like us, not too many fighters..

Silence

B: I understand. It’s just hard, you know?

A: Hell yeah it is. You’re gonna want to connect. Every inkling in you screams for it. But you’ve got to fight that shit. You want love, trust, and mutual respect? That kind of relationship can only exist in you! You gotta learn to hide from the people you’re closest to. They are the most dangerous. Cause they all got the same intent but the ones who are closer… the ones who are closer have the means to get the job done.

B: Yeah.

A: laughs I’ma tell you something though. I ain’t never been no religious man. Wanna know why?

B: Why?

A: Cause if there is a hell… I can’t imagine it being much worse than this. No sir.

A pulls out two beers. Hands one to B.

A: Here, have a beer with me.

They both open and drink, in deep thought.

A: laughs “I love you and one day I’ll want to fuck someone else” .. Ha! I can’t believe you said that shit to her.

B: It’s the truth.

A: That ain’t got a damn thing to do with anything.

FIN

A Lyrical Thrust Into The (Blac)est Heart of Modern Darkness: The MixTape

Ladies and gentleman,

After an unavoidable attack, of which I am the undisputed victor, I present...

A Lyrical Thrust Into The (Blac)est Heart of Modern Darkness: The Mixtape

brought to you by the free and enslaved personas of myself,

Mr. Blac Garner

Either click the title above or feel free to download Here.

Or if you're into the whole datpiff thingie and want to listen without downloading,

here's the datpiff link. Here.

TrackList

1. Welcome Home Kiddies

2. High Ya!

3. Highs are Low

4. Top Hats & Heels

5. InterMuse-- HipHop

6. Zombies

7. Drop (Freestyle)

8. InterMuse-- Night Falls & Star Child

9. Untitled II: A Pink Sunset

10. The Epic Battle Between Fear & Love

11. Da Art of Storytellin', Pt. 5

12. Not Alone

13. The DropOut's Last Symphony

14. Sunshine of the Spotless Rhymes

15. Nostrand: The Tale of Billy Blac

16. The Ants Below

17. Ain't No Sunshine: Futuristic Presence

18. Outer Space

My hands are literally shaking, I'm so excited.
If you like it, tell everyone.

Your mother, your father, that annoying kid you see on the bus everyday, the guy you buy coffee from who obviously hates his job, EVERYONE.

Tell them about this.

It's almost fucking magical.

You're Welcome.

Sincerely Mine,

Blac Garner

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