Life is like climbing a seemingly endless ladder, without knowing what's at the end or even when the end is coming. The only thing we know for sure about the journey up this ladder is that there is something deep inside of us that doesn't want to stop climbing. So we climb...
through the haze and the clouds,
we climb.
Through the doubt and confusion,
we climb.
Through the pain and fatigue,
we climb.
I recently reached a part in my life where I was caught in a stalemate. I wondered at the purpose of my life. This was caused by my first semester in college. I was having trouble keeping myself motivated and I wondered why I was even doing the whole "higher" education thing. I had, and still to some degree have, no clue what I wanted to do with my life. I soon discovered that I wasn't the only one facing this conundrum. This set my mind at ease. The fact that most people have no purpose. The only thing I know for sure is that I want to keep living..for as long as I possibly can. College and the things offered with it have the potential to help me in this aspect. It isn't a brave crusade or a noble purpose but it was enough to get me on track. And maybe that's all I need for now...
Blac
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the ladder. real talk right there man. i feel you mad hard on that. we do keep on climbing just to see where its gonna bring us. and word i went through that same struggle, no idea why i was in college. completely unmotivated and still playing with the childish thoughts in my head. but knowing that we must strive for the future to be positive, kept me going.the world waits for you to get on track but it doesn't wait forever. that's how i was seeing it, at least.
ReplyDeletethough yr music was a pleasant distraction during the reading..
ReplyDelete.. i feels u.